Sunday, March 26, 2006
Arent you even gonna reply me? I dont mind waiting for your answer, but its the end result that counts. Maybe one day, you and i shud talk to each other one on one. Then i can tell from your face whether youre for real.
Did i really sit beside you during the movie today? Wanted so much to grab your arm and squeeze it tight when anticipating a scary scene. Wanted so much to bury my head into your chest when i couldnt bear to watch a thing. Wanted so much to hug you around your neck when it felt a little too cold. Why did Romeo had to pick such a movie in the first place?!
How long do i have to wait until id know whether i still stand a chance? I want to put an end to that stupid feeling in my tummy when youre around. Always trying my best to ignore you so as to not let myself get carried away. You have no idea how badly i want to hold you in my arms again.
But then again, arent you having a great life now that im not part of your life anymore? You dont have to worry about sending me home or paying for dinners. Best of all, you get to club almost every weekend without worrying about me being unhappy.
Believe me.. If you could take me back, i wouldnt give a single shit about these things anymore. You are all i want in my life.. Nothing else matters..
1:51 AM